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Channeling

I am channeling my bar exam anxiety into the house. The kitchen is clean. The bathtub is scrubbed. I made a casserole. And some peach/strawberry crumble. I am currently doing my third load of laundry today. A nice man dropped a dumpster in our driveway today and this weekend I am going to clean the shit out of our driveway and basement.

Shockingly and strangely, I am caught up on my BarBri assignments.

I just don't understand. I went to law school. I passed law school, and occasionally (very occasionally...) did pretty well in law school. WHY am I averaging 55% on most of my MBE practice exams? Arghghghghgh. I am frustrated. And I feel like I will never be doing well enough on these to pass.

I am fine during the day, but at night I just vibrate with anxiety.

Tomorrow, I make casseroles and pasta for J for after she has her baby. In three weeks. Right before she moves 300 miles for a job. I shouldn't complain, I could be studying for the bar and moving and be 37 weeks pregnant too...

Full post as published by My So-Called Internet-Based Life on June 10, 2008 (boomark / email).