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: the last refuge of the persecuted crack smoker

if you still care, don't ever let me know

By "Nicolle"

it has been a couple of months since i heard a new song that grabbed me and shook me.

i heard "snuff" by slipknot for the first time today, and it was exactly what i needed. i was pretty shocked when i found out it was slipknot, since most of their stuff really doesn't do it for me, but this one just gives me goosebumps.

bury all your secrets in my skin
come away with innocence
and leave me with my sins
the air around me still feels like a cage
and love is just a camouflage
for what resembles rage again

so if you love me let me go
and run away before i know
my heart is just too dark to care
i cant destroy what isn't there
deliver me into my fate
if i'm alone i cannot hate
i don't deserve to have you
my smile was taken long ago
if i can change i hope i never know

i still press your letters to my lips
and cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
i couldn't face a life without your light
but all of that was ripped apart...
when you refused to fight

so save your breath i will not hear
i think i made it very clear
you couldn't hate enough to love
is that supposed to be enough?
i only wish you weren't my friend
then i could hurt you in the end
i never claimed to be a saint
my own was banished long ago
it took the death of hope to let you go

so break yourself against my stones
and spit your pity in my soul
you never needed any help
you sold me out to save yourself
and i wont listen to your shame
you ran away you're all the same
angels lie to keep control
my love was punished long ago
if you still care don't ever let me know

if you still care don't ever let me know

Full post as published by the last refuge of the persecuted crack smoker on October 30, 2009 (boomark / email).